Thursday, June 14, 2007

Feeling Abandoned

I grew up in a world where a silent religious war raged. Being somewhere inbetween the two waring factions, I've always felt pushed away, never really belonging to either. It is something that I've had complexes about, but I've learned to deal with them or at least surpress them.

Lately I've been feeling abandoned. At this moment, I'm not sure which feeling is actually worse, being pushed away or being abandoned. I'll figure it out. I always do, or at least manage to find a way around it.

2 comments:

JBelle said...

I'm here. I see you.

Anonymous said...

Finding a way to deal with it is painful as well. Dealing, managing, it's also tiring and painful like abandonment and being pushed away.

We wish you well,
Austin